~Smoke-Jaguar

Yeah well I graduated from high school so go me! I think I'll prolly start being artistic again with the extra time so expect more badly written poems with vague references to my own or other's lives!

Wow... I am 17 now. Go me. I am totally burnt out atm but still 17. WOO! Also, I am feeling really happy with were I am in life... which is new.

Yeah I don't think it would be wise, nor am I in the mood to explain my feelings at this point so I figured I'd keep in style with some cryptic shit. I'm basically ganan write all the things I can think of that I feel right now. It's emo. Sue me.

Lust, Love, Broken, Flames, Betrayel, Pain, Regret, Self-loathing, Hurt, Ignored, Unwanted, Afraid, Cowardly, Incompetant, Rage, Injustice, Suicidal, Confused, Uncertain, Redundant, Tired, Dark, Morbid, Melancholy, Alone, Cold, Trivial, Useless, Meaningless, Bored, Contemplative, Burnt, Annoyed, Frail, Obsolete.

That oughta do it for now. Some of it is probably spelt wrong or non-existant but I care not for such things.

Cowards hide behind masks of brovado.

Hmmm, everything smells of smoke. I am sitting here trying to write my Drama assignment which is hard because I haven't the slightest what I am supposed to talk about. I'll just bullshit it I suppose. I should really get a camera so I can take more photos. What I really want is a Sony Ericcson K750i phone because it has an awesoume camera(for a phone) on it and it also functions like an MP3 player and a radio. It's hardcore but it's also somewhere in the vicinity of $400 although it's cheaper on E-Bay. I hate school, if there is one thing I'd like to see changed about the world it'd be the education system in Australia. I hate the test system, it generates unnecessary stress. In my opinion, we should be graded on overall class work. That way, not only would people actually bother to attend but they'd also be more attentive not to mention alot less stressed. Anyway, I'm ganna start submitting more stuff soon I think, getting artistically frustrated but I really just can't produce anything that I think is good enough to submit. Not that my standard is ever very high but you get the drift. Suppose I better get back to writing my assignment now.